In need of a severe RANT!
Posted: Sat Mar 03, 2018 7:51 am
Depressed, why bother ---- RANT!
Well I've just written 1 entry & lost it so I shall try to write again!
Dialysis is really getting on my nerves right now, well it's not so much the dialysis as the environment. The other patients are fine, but its the lack of light, the poor service from Fresenius and all the stupid little errors, blitzes & mistakes that have built up over the past 13 weeks I've been there.. Things are that bad that i've booked in with the counsellor.
My normal unit, has plenty of light, & even a little flower bed which I helped create with one of the nurses, that has a bench for sitting on. I miss that, little difference.
I probably need another holiday, & you would thing I could go to somewhere in this country.. No chance unless I just wait till next year. The crisis is a pain in the ass. I don't even get a proper clinic appointment. Just a doctor coming round & discussing things in front of the other patients!
It's getting to the stage where I wake up in the morning & think.. Oh Shit! It's dialysis. I know I should be useing it, rather than letting it use me but it's the inflexibility. Some mornings I wake up & wish I hadn't!
I'm not even on call for a tx, but a 4th I really need to have some proper support for making the decision, which I ain't got! No ones sat down & updated me on the latest technology. Do I always have to hold the doctors hand!!
Just had to get all that off my nerves!! Thanks for listening.
I'll probably feel better for it for posting & tomorrow!
Well I've just written 1 entry & lost it so I shall try to write again!
Dialysis is really getting on my nerves right now, well it's not so much the dialysis as the environment. The other patients are fine, but its the lack of light, the poor service from Fresenius and all the stupid little errors, blitzes & mistakes that have built up over the past 13 weeks I've been there.. Things are that bad that i've booked in with the counsellor.
My normal unit, has plenty of light, & even a little flower bed which I helped create with one of the nurses, that has a bench for sitting on. I miss that, little difference.
I probably need another holiday, & you would thing I could go to somewhere in this country.. No chance unless I just wait till next year. The crisis is a pain in the ass. I don't even get a proper clinic appointment. Just a doctor coming round & discussing things in front of the other patients!
It's getting to the stage where I wake up in the morning & think.. Oh Shit! It's dialysis. I know I should be useing it, rather than letting it use me but it's the inflexibility. Some mornings I wake up & wish I hadn't!
I'm not even on call for a tx, but a 4th I really need to have some proper support for making the decision, which I ain't got! No ones sat down & updated me on the latest technology. Do I always have to hold the doctors hand!!
Just had to get all that off my nerves!! Thanks for listening.
I'll probably feel better for it for posting & tomorrow!