im full of holes !
Posted: Thu Jun 17, 2004 5:19 am
its been about half a year since ive been on CAPD
im glad to be here thats the way i think
other people i see are depressed and angry not me
im always glad to be here
they still dont know what happend to me to cause kidney failure
and the neph said he would do a biopsi because 80% of the time when the
kidney has already failedl it is incunclusive
your wondering about the topic well let me tell you
ive been counting all the non-natural holes in my body and there are alot and all within the past half year
One in my neck for HD (permcat)
one near my leg for hd it was temp
one in my stomach (failed CAPD cat)
one in my stomach (succeded CAPD)
anoher one near my leg (weak spot)<<< not sure how you call that spot right inbetween your hips and crouch
one in my tummy for the first time they tried to realign the failed CAPD
thats SEVEN holes
and i had a couple of missed shots in my chest when they tried to find a vein for the emegency HD but ultimatly they whent to the area between my legt and my crouch
but it was all worth it
i glad to be here im waiting for my APD(CCPD) machine so i can be free the whole day and my nurse says im a good candidate because my dialisys is basicly done within two hours
my doctor said im the strangest person he ever treated because i had no pain with my disease no simptoms notting even when i got peritonities i had no pain
oh yeah , i almost whent blind becasuse of my high blood presure but thank god thats over and what they dont understand about me is why i dont get frustrated
i gues its because me and my mom whent thru alot of things because in 2000 i was diagnosed with a tumor behind my eye and was rushed overnight to the netherlands but they only did i biopsy and gave me prednisone and my eye doctor wasnt satisfied so he send me to the states and they did the same thing an they concluded that is wast malignanat (bad spelling)(it wasnt dangerous)
soi gues thats why im happy because although i go thru alot of obstacles i always finish victorios
PS : i was born premature << did see that one comming right??
PS2: i was recently put on 5 exchanges a day my pet test came out very low
So this is my story and i hope it gives everyone hope and that you can see that even though iut may look hopeless you must never give up
im glad to be here thats the way i think
other people i see are depressed and angry not me
im always glad to be here
they still dont know what happend to me to cause kidney failure
and the neph said he would do a biopsi because 80% of the time when the
kidney has already failedl it is incunclusive
your wondering about the topic well let me tell you
ive been counting all the non-natural holes in my body and there are alot and all within the past half year
One in my neck for HD (permcat)
one near my leg for hd it was temp
one in my stomach (failed CAPD cat)
one in my stomach (succeded CAPD)
anoher one near my leg (weak spot)<<< not sure how you call that spot right inbetween your hips and crouch
one in my tummy for the first time they tried to realign the failed CAPD
thats SEVEN holes
and i had a couple of missed shots in my chest when they tried to find a vein for the emegency HD but ultimatly they whent to the area between my legt and my crouch
but it was all worth it
i glad to be here im waiting for my APD(CCPD) machine so i can be free the whole day and my nurse says im a good candidate because my dialisys is basicly done within two hours
my doctor said im the strangest person he ever treated because i had no pain with my disease no simptoms notting even when i got peritonities i had no pain
oh yeah , i almost whent blind becasuse of my high blood presure but thank god thats over and what they dont understand about me is why i dont get frustrated
i gues its because me and my mom whent thru alot of things because in 2000 i was diagnosed with a tumor behind my eye and was rushed overnight to the netherlands but they only did i biopsy and gave me prednisone and my eye doctor wasnt satisfied so he send me to the states and they did the same thing an they concluded that is wast malignanat (bad spelling)(it wasnt dangerous)
soi gues thats why im happy because although i go thru alot of obstacles i always finish victorios
PS : i was born premature << did see that one comming right??
PS2: i was recently put on 5 exchanges a day my pet test came out very low
So this is my story and i hope it gives everyone hope and that you can see that even though iut may look hopeless you must never give up